ohhs..woke up at 7.04 today.PIPC quiz starts at 8am..haha.but still..i dilly dally..haha take life easy mann...heh heh.i still got in time for the quiz...luck =)) AS foodcourt to breakfast...ate a slice of cake,hot milo and a slice of egg sandwich...went TM wif geri,samantha,clarice and coconut aft tt to buy the things neede for CCN l8r...hahah went NTUC...we pushed a trolley jus to put all our bags...coconut was pushing it..oh mann he's a gay i tell u...haha played hide and seek also...lame la..dunno hue's the one..mus be me...lol...went macs to eat again....whoo's...

start of CCN...it was so damn crowded everywhere...90% of the overall population was selling food...and mostly was the chocolate fondue...was very very tired by then...jus sat behind and slack..read mags...bought a tennis ball which is painted and a heart attached to it...inside was sweet and a personal msg..gave dear tt..

hai hai…will be gg msia tmr…staying over night at some resort…2 days cannot meet and talk…haha.ohh..dunno wad will happen=)) dear: I’ll miss u de.wahaha.don any-o-how go out and pluck wild flowers huh…if not I’ll sue u to court for plucking flowers and destroying the environment…and also..study hard alritee=))


...treasure evry moment for u nv noe when tt beautiful moment will come again...

uh..tmr's PIPS quiz 1...i'm aiming to pass.and i 'll pass =)) shucks..tmr gotta wake up at 6.30..doubting my capability to wake up...argh.hai hai...tmr's CCN day...

stall name: Charcolate
selling: homemade cheesecake...charcolate cookies..charcolate marshmallow choco pop...and i dunno wad le...jus dun make me the one walking ard wif tt stupid board hanging on me...lol..stupid samantha..say it'll make my mosquito bite look bigger..huh huh very funny indeed....

~~woots~~slacking this whole week.very slack...BIG TIME SLACKER!!! hhahaha.mum was applying some medcine for my cat jus now...she was so cute larh..."jewel lai wo bang ni cha yao...bu cha hui si de..guai lai..."wahahahas...haf been neglecting her for a very long time le...sry jewel...meow meow...

had dinner wif dear today..haha western food but not at jack place..ahahHAah..if not we'll be washing plates right now...LOL..hmms..really treasure evry single moment we spend tgt...evry lil thing he does...cutting up the chicken into small pieces for me then poke into the fork so it's ready to be sent into the mouth...ahahahAH...so sweet..so nice...
hai hai..the sweeter and more loving this relationship gets...the more im afraid and scared...nothing's perfect..nothing lasts forever...evry relationship has it's up and down...i really dunno wad'll happen to me if one day he were to walk out of my life...i cannot imagine..i dun wanna imagine...

One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that you are my life...

wheeheeess...today's the 23rd! it's our 1 month=)) im sosoooo happy...
morning...went to his hse...and he cooked breakfast for me...

MEnu
-scrambled egg with lots of prawns
-2 fried chicken
-one large cheese sausage
-mayonaise
-hot tea with ice to cool down

HahHaa...so full..then we took cab down to TP(he pay)...senr him to library and he waited there till my test finished...went Tm aft that...walked walked..went to eat chicken mee(he pay),soya milk and barley...haha.so spicy...actually took the bus 65 with his frens to orchard to get his pay..but half way he cld not take his pay today..so we stopped and took a bus baack to TM...went century square watched movie(he pay)...watched Poseidon...hahahahaah.we kept holding and squeezing each other's hand in the cinema cas the movie was so "scary".."exciting"...those ppl surely died a very very painful death..haha..
went walked walked ard Tm agian aftwards...i was shocked..happy..stunned...nv expect when he said he wanted to buy a $300 ring for me...if not a wallet from the wallet shop..we really almost went in the jewellery shop...it was suppose to be ani cum my bdae present...lols..told him i didn't wan anything..I'm alr very contented with wad i haf now..i dun need anything..as long as he's by my side...he told me his "actually plan" for today...it was so sweet...he really took the effort to think and plan for today...
6.10pm...took bus 72 to hougang...then we stopped one stop before SRJC there and walk to the kopitiam...half way saw playgrd...he played the swing...i sat there and watch...then...we ate char kueh tiao for dinner...winter melon drink and barley drink...haha.sent me home aft tt...
we took 82 all the till punggol end den u-turn back to my stop...sat at the busstop....haha.we danced..erm..ballroom dancing...alrite..then there was this milipede.it was crawling and crawling on the grd near us...so aft a while...it didn't moved...i looked at it..it was died...i turned and look and jordan..and then i started crying...laughing at myself crying..he got a shocked..lol...i jus suddenly broke down...partially cas the atmpshere was toooo touching with the endless love song playing...i was touched by evry single thing he do...it was tears of joy and happiness..but at the same time...i was sooOoo scared of losing him...


The times we shared is like shooting star... the time is short but really beautiful moments.... Forever engraved in our hearts....

hmms...todAy is happy day =)

woke up at 10 plus...slept agian till 2 plus...haha. slack and slack...bathe and went hougang mall to meet jor and yiying. he was wif his fren in the library..felt abit psed..haha.jus sat there quietly and did my work. then..we went delifrance for dinner..hehess hehes.. he treated me dinner! yeah...cut the crossiont for me also..hehes..felt so xin fu and loved...then..sent me home and waited for the bus...and waited and waited...it was the most perfect night ever since we are tgt...lalalalalala.love loads loads =))

whooho...trng today was kinda slack...haha.had the project management thingy...sianx...evryone was stucked in tt stupid,stuffy,warm,hot,cafeteria for hours...then...we had to present our proposal...our grp din't even organise who's saying wad..in the end when my turn...my whole leg turnedd stiffed..mental block...tsk tsk...

had those outdorr activities aftwards...was the leader for tt particular game...in the end our grp was last...the external instructor then debriefed us...suddenly i started to doubt my leadership skills...i realised im realli bad at it...so mani things hit me during tt time...i tink i've really not stepped out of my comfort zone...im jus fufilling wadeva someone else wans us to do..im jus forcing myself to show all those leadership skills...sometimes i jus wonder during the course...why did i ever attend such course..knowing tt i'll be exposed to this kinda leadership leader leader thing...i feel so sick and tired of the instructors/ CII's telling us we are leaders CI's to be...feel tt i need a break from all this...i've been exposed to this kinda leadership trng since like..dunno when. and the outcome is still the sAme...i cant be a good leader...

Had dinner at CCk wif part of alpha squad...haiz..feel like we're all drifting apart...haha.had a long time deciding where to eat...lols...will nv forget wad clement said abt the curry kueh...xiang yong: bo bo come up! hahhaha.all of dem all so crap...


...we sweared on this day...

HAppy PTe's day! yeahs..it's the 18th again.
yue ying: dunno will u read this not..but anw...dun think too much alrite? there's really no point holding on to something which will not happen...maybe u jus wanna love her silently and ask for nothing in return..but by doing this..you are hurting yrself...when it's time to let go...let go k...if you need me i'll be there for u =) once PTE forever PTE =)))

sianx...tmr is a all lecture day...lecture marathon...make up lecture at 8am...wth..HAP and maths test tmr...im gonna FLINK FLANK FLUNK my maths...arghx....argh argh argh...

yeahs saturday's coming=)) but it'll be meaningless if he does'nt come...felt dilemna when he said he wanted to quit CI course...hai hai...if he quits...trng w/o him will be so lonely...so lonely...hai...
but if he cont...he'll be unhappy in the sch he doesn't like.ayes ayes....wad am i talking abt..

till then...
chong er fei...

ohhs..yst trng was wonderful...the slackest trng so far...wahahas...finally for once...alpha wasn't late for trng.haha.

reached HTA...huzaifah realised he wore black socks..LOL...panicked in the toilet. then had no choice used fool scap paper to wrap the ankle...ahahahas...in the end..xiang yong sacrifice the top part of his socks and cut it for huzaifa...hahahs.funny sia...there's bound to be funny things happenin to us evry week...

had external instructors/ lecturer to coach us this week...learnt bout social etiqutte...haha..fine dining and our colour profile...nice..was seperated into grps aft tt...sad...played some outdoor games...blah blah blah..atc discussion and blah blah blah...and finally when it was time to go home...the whole alpha squad kena scolding agian...sianx..

it was only some track pants prob and berenice maam shouted till there was echo over the parade square...was shocked...guess alpha's jus unlucky to be the last squad who leaves...humph.
went for dinner at HM till 10 plus...haha.lots of feelings today...hmmms....Fu lin,huzaifa,jordan,me sent yiying home..haha.seems like there's a love triangle...uhhum...suspect tt fu lin likes yiying...haha.so for the whole day...huzaifa wasnt himself at all..."green eyes"...haha.

whehehes..haha.currently in TP's library..conferencing with 3 other classmates on msn...hahahah..they're on level 3 im on level 4...tutorial starting in 45 mins time...haha.had lunch with lao po jus now..ate kueh chap..not bad...long time no talk to her le....

hais hais...

ole ole ole...finally...comp is seriously lagging these few days...argh...

suddenly felt the stress of studying...felt so determine and set to study and die die mus get good grades...i mus and i will try...i've nv felt so determine to study before...maybe a lil last time but not as strong as this...so lets jus see how long this determination will last =)

seems like so many things is gg on...so many things to attend to..but i dunno where to start from...so tired...have been waking up late also..haha..always late for lecture by a few minutes luckily i haf a grp of frens who are also always late...ahha.birds of a feather flock tgt!

it's another new day of the week...set the alarm at 7 today...intend to lie till 7.30 then wake up...at 7.30 told myself 2 more minutes..in the end woke up at 8.08am! and tutorial starts and 9am...was so freaked out...rushed like mad...so afraid i'll be late for tutorial...15 mins late=absent...2 times absent=debarked from exam...scary huh...but in the end i still made it...lady luck was smiling at me...met a grp of my classmates downstairs...haha

had our first SFP lab prac today...haha..all of us had to wear the lab coat and tt hair net...haha.look so pro...and wad we did for the 2 hours plus was measuring sugar.water.oil.flour....dots mann total waste of time...haha but it was fun...

aft yst...felt tt i've changed the way i felt towards this whole thing...it's me tt haf changed...i dunno...but i've to promise myself...i've gotto excel in my studies in this 3 years and at the same time maintain this relationship...3 years...it's a pact made between me him and my parents...pray tt we'll endure and brave thru all odds and obstacles in achieving our goals...=))

De vos enfants exaucez la priere
Veillez sur nous O Saint Pere Barre
Choisissez-vous un essaim d' ouvriere
Par le Seigneur a votre attiree
Dans L 'Institut conservez d' age en age
Un zele ardent, L 'humilite, la foi
Le pur amour, la force et le courage
Pour observer a jamais votre loi
Pour observer a jamais votre loi

missing my sch...miss my IJ life...

phew.....today is the most craziest thing in my whole life....my parent wanted to meet jordan.....so we met up at econ the hawker there...erm...we talked..discussed...abit conflict between him and my mum...think due to the religion thing...jordan did most of the talking....i jus sat there kept quiet...

it was my first time so tan bai and frank to my parent...still shocked at wad happen today...i was so afraid tt..so afraid tt...hais..

conclusion...3 years...they'll put us under a 3 yr test....if aft 3 yrs we're still tgt...they'll gif us they're blessings...but 3 years...

hais...

whhee..gehes!! now in tp library...omigod the facilities are so damn cool....there's a corner with sofas and tvs...then interner access...

did'nt attend morning lecture today...went library to study alone...condusive environment...next lab session only starts at 3...

watched the wild with dear yst at P.S...it was so damn funny...very hilarious...hahaha.especially the koala...the movie content is jus like finding nemo....nothing much to compliment this movie's worth watching unless u wan a great laugh to relieve stress...

ohhs...3 hours of lab session...our very first lab session...haha.kinda excited...

i promise i swear i chop chop i garuntee i confirm...will not skip lecture again....

wheehee...im home! haha. went toa payoh sakura to haf lunch with mum's side today...

see food=eyes big=drools....haha.did'nt ate much cas my stomach was still aslp...haha. the food was damn nice...ohhs...went shopping with cousins and ah yi aft tt..bought two socks and a nice nice sweater! ohhss...i love tt...**thinkin twice abt buying tt giordano jnr's....hehs...

sad...not meetin him today...situation does not allow..both of us will be very bz this whole week....hais hais...so mani hmwrk haven do yet...eekks...plagarism...WTH!!! humph...argh...cant undersatnd dunno huw to do...